Tuesday, March 30, 2004
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About Perfectionism
Perfectionism can be a healthy quality that drives a person to try his/her best and to make the effort to excel. Some people, however, take the strive for perfection too far...and there is a price to pay. Extreme perfectionists are forever dissatisfied; they can never fulfill their own expectations so, in their own eyes, they are always failures. Chronic perfectionism is driven by deep-seated feelings of inferiority and self-hate, and by nature it reinforces a negative self-image. Performing tasks or fulfilling goals becomes intimidating and unpleasant, since the perfectionist knows deep down that the finished product will never meet his/her expectations. So the perfectionist might have problems with procrastination. Perfectionism, then, can become a double-edged sword - the perfectionist is driven by a desire to succeed, as well as a fear of failure which leaves him/her paralyzed.
In all realms, striving for excellence can be beneficial and lead to a fulfilling professional and personal life. Accepting nothing less than excellence, on the other hand, can be emotionally scarring.
Results of Your Perfectionism Test
Perfectionism
Your score = 47
What does your score mean?
According to this test, you have some perfectionist tendencies that may be making you unnecessarily unhappy. You sometimes set high standards that are difficult to meet; either you impose those expectations on yourself, others, or a combination of the two. You may even think that others expect you to be perfect. While a desire to do your very best and strive to reach your full potential can bring you personal fulfillment, you have to learn when good is 'good enough'. It's important that you strengthen your ability to distinguish between reasonable aspirations and unrealistic demands. When you set unattainable objectives, you are being cruel to yourself and denying yourself the rewards and self-acceptance that you deserve.
About Perfectionism
Perfectionism can be a healthy quality that drives a person to try his/her best and to make the effort to excel. Some people, however, take the strive for perfection too far...and there is a price to pay. Extreme perfectionists are forever dissatisfied; they can never fulfill their own expectations so, in their own eyes, they are always failures. Chronic perfectionism is driven by deep-seated feelings of inferiority and self-hate, and by nature it reinforces a negative self-image. Performing tasks or fulfilling goals becomes intimidating and unpleasant, since the perfectionist knows deep down that the finished product will never meet his/her expectations. So the perfectionist might have problems with procrastination. Perfectionism, then, can become a double-edged sword - the perfectionist is driven by a desire to succeed, as well as a fear of failure which leaves him/her paralyzed.
In all realms, striving for excellence can be beneficial and lead to a fulfilling professional and personal life. Accepting nothing less than excellence, on the other hand, can be emotionally scarring.
Results of Your Perfectionism Test
Perfectionism
Your score = 47
What does your score mean?
According to this test, you have some perfectionist tendencies that may be making you unnecessarily unhappy. You sometimes set high standards that are difficult to meet; either you impose those expectations on yourself, others, or a combination of the two. You may even think that others expect you to be perfect. While a desire to do your very best and strive to reach your full potential can bring you personal fulfillment, you have to learn when good is 'good enough'. It's important that you strengthen your ability to distinguish between reasonable aspirations and unrealistic demands. When you set unattainable objectives, you are being cruel to yourself and denying yourself the rewards and self-acceptance that you deserve.
ThE`OnE @ 12:26 AM
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Log Mod finally done, onli left the presentation to do tml(tue), thx to hardwork of mi n ben. Hmm, as for zhaotian.. she did gif 1 or 2 ideas b4 we start our simulation, i tink datz abt it. hee.. But at least c some improvements in her, hope she can do well for her purchasing ba. Finally 1 workload gone, now left purchasing, doing final editing liao, hopefully can try to make it perfect so dat my whole team can all score well. ^.^ Quite satisfied with the teamwork of the grp, though there are some arguements in the process, but we still managed to resolved all of them.
Wore shirt todae, n when ppl 1st saw mi, ask mi wad occasion it was todae(mon), haha. Juz wear for fun mahz..Haa.. Somethings r bothering mi for the past week, i tink more or less affected my tinking n concentration ba, let's hope i can get over it soon. Next week calculus n financial planning test on the same dae. Wah sianz leh..
Log Mod finally done, onli left the presentation to do tml(tue), thx to hardwork of mi n ben. Hmm, as for zhaotian.. she did gif 1 or 2 ideas b4 we start our simulation, i tink datz abt it. hee.. But at least c some improvements in her, hope she can do well for her purchasing ba. Finally 1 workload gone, now left purchasing, doing final editing liao, hopefully can try to make it perfect so dat my whole team can all score well. ^.^ Quite satisfied with the teamwork of the grp, though there are some arguements in the process, but we still managed to resolved all of them.
Wore shirt todae, n when ppl 1st saw mi, ask mi wad occasion it was todae(mon), haha. Juz wear for fun mahz..Haa.. Somethings r bothering mi for the past week, i tink more or less affected my tinking n concentration ba, let's hope i can get over it soon. Next week calculus n financial planning test on the same dae. Wah sianz leh..
ThE`OnE @ 12:00 AM
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Saturday, March 27, 2004
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Finished purchasing, 1 burden less but still nid to editting, log mod oso nv finish yet. Sian, haf to stay in sch till so late to do log mod, luckily still got some progress if not die liao. Haa.. Chat for some time wif cheryl n crap abit wif her, toking abt old times n our current happenings. Felt much better after toking to her, she is like a sister lidat, can tok crap n serious things at the same time, a gd person to confide she is.
Felt dat human relationships r veri fragile sometimes, it can be veri strong, yet can break anitime due to ani happenings. Todae my fren told mi abt his problem abt him falling off wif his e-commerce business partner, fely sorry for him but wish him all the best n actually i tink now its oso better to study 1st instead od tinking abt strategy for business. Haa..
"As i crawl beneath this torture you adore...i fall face to face with my scars you've ignored..."
Finished purchasing, 1 burden less but still nid to editting, log mod oso nv finish yet. Sian, haf to stay in sch till so late to do log mod, luckily still got some progress if not die liao. Haa.. Chat for some time wif cheryl n crap abit wif her, toking abt old times n our current happenings. Felt much better after toking to her, she is like a sister lidat, can tok crap n serious things at the same time, a gd person to confide she is.
Felt dat human relationships r veri fragile sometimes, it can be veri strong, yet can break anitime due to ani happenings. Todae my fren told mi abt his problem abt him falling off wif his e-commerce business partner, fely sorry for him but wish him all the best n actually i tink now its oso better to study 1st instead od tinking abt strategy for business. Haa..
"As i crawl beneath this torture you adore...i fall face to face with my scars you've ignored..."
ThE`OnE @ 2:59 AM
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Wednesday, March 24, 2004
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Log Mod finally got some improvements, other parts dunno how to proceed on liao, juz haf to leave it till tml den ask again. Purchasing is the headache now, abit behind time liao, nid to work harder n still haf some more brainstorming n compiling to be done.. Feeling veri tired but guess will be able to make it.. I tink la.. LOL
Log Mod finally got some improvements, other parts dunno how to proceed on liao, juz haf to leave it till tml den ask again. Purchasing is the headache now, abit behind time liao, nid to work harder n still haf some more brainstorming n compiling to be done.. Feeling veri tired but guess will be able to make it.. I tink la.. LOL
ThE`OnE @ 8:27 PM
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Sianz.. Alot of things bothering my mind recently, still trying to adjust. Meanwhile, those hu c my face black black dun be mistaken pls, im ok juz dat i lok fierce when i dun laff n when im tinking abt something.. Lok too serious i suppose.
Sianz.. Alot of things bothering my mind recently, still trying to adjust. Meanwhile, those hu c my face black black dun be mistaken pls, im ok juz dat i lok fierce when i dun laff n when im tinking abt something.. Lok too serious i suppose.
ThE`OnE @ 7:07 PM
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Monday, March 22, 2004
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Sianzation.. todae is another boring dae.. When reach tut clz outside, kena disturbed by a bunch of gers, haha. Not offended la, juz abit paiseh n hope it didnt affect the other party..
Its not nice to be betrayed by a fren dat u tink u can trust. I kena it again recently, dun like the feeling, but wad can i do, im always being betrayed, duno y.. They c my face easy to bully, too kind or wad? I dunno.. I reli dunno, can some1 pls tell mi wad is gg on? haiz..=|
Had our log mod meeting, din come up wif anithing productiive, as expected. Oso duno y, cant seem to be able to come up wif gd ideas recently, wad is affecting mi? Hope its not wad im tinking. We tok n discuss n still cant come up wif a gd 1, so i had to suggest we go back hm to generate better ideas n come up wif a proposal, so dat we can present to the grp tml after our log mod tutorial, let's hope it will be smooth. Reli hope so...
Sianzation.. todae is another boring dae.. When reach tut clz outside, kena disturbed by a bunch of gers, haha. Not offended la, juz abit paiseh n hope it didnt affect the other party..
Its not nice to be betrayed by a fren dat u tink u can trust. I kena it again recently, dun like the feeling, but wad can i do, im always being betrayed, duno y.. They c my face easy to bully, too kind or wad? I dunno.. I reli dunno, can some1 pls tell mi wad is gg on? haiz..=|
Had our log mod meeting, din come up wif anithing productiive, as expected. Oso duno y, cant seem to be able to come up wif gd ideas recently, wad is affecting mi? Hope its not wad im tinking. We tok n discuss n still cant come up wif a gd 1, so i had to suggest we go back hm to generate better ideas n come up wif a proposal, so dat we can present to the grp tml after our log mod tutorial, let's hope it will be smooth. Reli hope so...
ThE`OnE @ 6:01 PM
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Sunday, March 21, 2004
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Todae( i mean sat) went for the NE forum, onli slpt for abt 3 hrs, was veri tired. Bryant last min jio us go ktv so i oso go lor, luv to sing mah wad to do.. Haa.. We went there sang for 4 hrs den go back individually, while jasmin n bryant go orchard shop. After reaching hm, i watched tv, den went for bball session liao. Fell aslp for awhile now juz came online feeling veri sian.. Not yet do the tutorial yet, but will try to finish by sunday afternoon so dat no nid to rush all last min work.
Todae( i mean sat) went for the NE forum, onli slpt for abt 3 hrs, was veri tired. Bryant last min jio us go ktv so i oso go lor, luv to sing mah wad to do.. Haa.. We went there sang for 4 hrs den go back individually, while jasmin n bryant go orchard shop. After reaching hm, i watched tv, den went for bball session liao. Fell aslp for awhile now juz came online feeling veri sian.. Not yet do the tutorial yet, but will try to finish by sunday afternoon so dat no nid to rush all last min work.
ThE`OnE @ 12:35 AM
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Saturday, March 20, 2004
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*phew* todae presented my comm skill criticism notes n luckily my tutor nv sae i got anithing wrong n said dat the notes r perfectly alright. Haa. Such a relief..=> Reli muz thank my fren hu haf helped mi along in my research n those hu haf helped mi examine the usefulness of my notes. *bow*
After comm skill liao, my purchasing proj grp members n I gathered ard the table outside LT20 to do our proj coz study rm all fully occupied. Hmm. nv tot dat ppl nowadaes so hardworking wan leh.. Haa.. The environment was quite ok la, juz dat when gers walk past, my grp would start getting distracted n out of focus.. *oops*. Luckily my grp is a responsible grp, we were back on track veri fast. Todae haf some arguments over the problems n recommendations, haha, The atmosphere abit tense leh.. Scary.. Hee.. However wif the help of our purchasing tutor, Mrs Gan, we were veri fast getting back to action n completed the whole thing by 3pm.
After dat, I went to Ben hse with the intention of discussing log mod assignment, but ended up playing gb there wif him. Haa, but its a gd feeling coz since my comp kena problem, long time nv play gb liao, rank dropped like siao..=/ Todae although played for awhile onli but feeling was great. Yeah! After dat use his digital cam, i took a few fotos wif him n i may be posting them up in my frenster or in here within these few daes. haa. A pity dat im not fotogenic enuf. Hee..
Oh ya! Once again, thx sam mei mei for helping mi wif this blog n joanna for helping mi find n upload the songs i wan! So honoured n touched! =>
*phew* todae presented my comm skill criticism notes n luckily my tutor nv sae i got anithing wrong n said dat the notes r perfectly alright. Haa. Such a relief..=> Reli muz thank my fren hu haf helped mi along in my research n those hu haf helped mi examine the usefulness of my notes. *bow*
After comm skill liao, my purchasing proj grp members n I gathered ard the table outside LT20 to do our proj coz study rm all fully occupied. Hmm. nv tot dat ppl nowadaes so hardworking wan leh.. Haa.. The environment was quite ok la, juz dat when gers walk past, my grp would start getting distracted n out of focus.. *oops*. Luckily my grp is a responsible grp, we were back on track veri fast. Todae haf some arguments over the problems n recommendations, haha, The atmosphere abit tense leh.. Scary.. Hee.. However wif the help of our purchasing tutor, Mrs Gan, we were veri fast getting back to action n completed the whole thing by 3pm.
After dat, I went to Ben hse with the intention of discussing log mod assignment, but ended up playing gb there wif him. Haa, but its a gd feeling coz since my comp kena problem, long time nv play gb liao, rank dropped like siao..=/ Todae although played for awhile onli but feeling was great. Yeah! After dat use his digital cam, i took a few fotos wif him n i may be posting them up in my frenster or in here within these few daes. haa. A pity dat im not fotogenic enuf. Hee..
Oh ya! Once again, thx sam mei mei for helping mi wif this blog n joanna for helping mi find n upload the songs i wan! So honoured n touched! =>
ThE`OnE @ 2:42 AM
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You're a Dope BF!
You won't be without a girlfriend for long (unless you choose to be,) cuz you are perfect. You always know the right thing to say without being a totally sappy loser and your girl appreciates it. Your the guy every girl dreams about, but you don't let that get to your head. Stick to your current dating game plan and you'll always manage to get the girl.
Not accurate leh.. If not I will haf a gf now liao.. N i dun choose to be without gf n im not perfect.. LOL
You're a Dope BF!
You won't be without a girlfriend for long (unless you choose to be,) cuz you are perfect. You always know the right thing to say without being a totally sappy loser and your girl appreciates it. Your the guy every girl dreams about, but you don't let that get to your head. Stick to your current dating game plan and you'll always manage to get the girl.
Not accurate leh.. If not I will haf a gf now liao.. N i dun choose to be without gf n im not perfect.. LOL
ThE`OnE @ 1:14 AM
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Thursday, March 18, 2004
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JANUARY:
Stubborn and hard-hearted.
Ambitious and serious.
Loves to teach and be taught.
Always looking at people's flaws and weaknesses.
Likes to criticize.
Hardworking and productive.
Smart, neat and organized.
Sensitive and has deep thoughts.
Knows how to make others happy.
Quiet unless excited or tensed.
Rather reserved. Highly attentive.
Resistant to illnesses but prone to colds.
Romantic but has difficulties expressing love.
Loves children. Loyal.
Has great social abilities yet easily jealous.
Very Stubborn and money cautious.
Most are true but some are veri wrong.
JANUARY:
Stubborn and hard-hearted.
Ambitious and serious.
Loves to teach and be taught.
Always looking at people's flaws and weaknesses.
Likes to criticize.
Hardworking and productive.
Smart, neat and organized.
Sensitive and has deep thoughts.
Knows how to make others happy.
Quiet unless excited or tensed.
Rather reserved. Highly attentive.
Resistant to illnesses but prone to colds.
Romantic but has difficulties expressing love.
Loves children. Loyal.
Has great social abilities yet easily jealous.
Very Stubborn and money cautious.
Most are true but some are veri wrong.
ThE`OnE @ 5:48 PM
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Aiyo.. onli slpt for 2+hrs ydae n den went for the financial planning test. Luckily the test was not as difficult as expected, hope can get full marks, haa.. After the test, i went for my purchasing tutorial. During the tutorial, zhaotian keep asking mi to accept her into my grp for the assignment, but the problem is dat my grp is alreadi having the max amt of members liao, cant accept her. Her problem is dat, bcoz news of her not contributing for proj had spreaded so fiercely dat the other grps which were still available oso din wan to accept her, all saying their grps r full . Haa.. Den she keep pestering mi n beg mi to accept her, actually i oso abit soft hearted la, but i nid to accord to my grp members mah, n the fact is my grp had max no of ppl liao. Den the tutor veri cute lor, ask her to find a grp herself instead of helping her find, den suggest she can do the assignment individually oso. Wah.. if reli lidat is pro liao lor.. Later during our purchsing lecture, she cum to mi n told mi dat she was gg to do by herself n asked if she could ask mi if she encountered ani problems.. My answer is of coz.. YES la..
The effect of not having enuf slp is reli veri obviously reflected on mi. Todae i was loking like a walking corpse for the whole dae, keep feeling slpy n no energy. I even dozed off a few times during the purchasing lecture but woke up awhile later. Todae went thru my criticism peer teaching notes, found dat i haf alot of info dat i tot was gd, so maybe haf to go ask for my grp members opinion of wad to include n wad to exclude liao..
Aiyo.. onli slpt for 2+hrs ydae n den went for the financial planning test. Luckily the test was not as difficult as expected, hope can get full marks, haa.. After the test, i went for my purchasing tutorial. During the tutorial, zhaotian keep asking mi to accept her into my grp for the assignment, but the problem is dat my grp is alreadi having the max amt of members liao, cant accept her. Her problem is dat, bcoz news of her not contributing for proj had spreaded so fiercely dat the other grps which were still available oso din wan to accept her, all saying their grps r full . Haa.. Den she keep pestering mi n beg mi to accept her, actually i oso abit soft hearted la, but i nid to accord to my grp members mah, n the fact is my grp had max no of ppl liao. Den the tutor veri cute lor, ask her to find a grp herself instead of helping her find, den suggest she can do the assignment individually oso. Wah.. if reli lidat is pro liao lor.. Later during our purchsing lecture, she cum to mi n told mi dat she was gg to do by herself n asked if she could ask mi if she encountered ani problems.. My answer is of coz.. YES la..
The effect of not having enuf slp is reli veri obviously reflected on mi. Todae i was loking like a walking corpse for the whole dae, keep feeling slpy n no energy. I even dozed off a few times during the purchasing lecture but woke up awhile later. Todae went thru my criticism peer teaching notes, found dat i haf alot of info dat i tot was gd, so maybe haf to go ask for my grp members opinion of wad to include n wad to exclude liao..
ThE`OnE @ 2:28 AM
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Wednesday, March 17, 2004
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Haa.. reli muz thank sam yet again for helping mi find this blogskin coz the blogskins dat i haf found n like all got problem wan. So sweet of her to help mi despite her busy commitments. Thanks mei mei! U r forever the best! =>
Aww.. jialat still nv do my tutorial n study for test yet, tink i haf to burn midnite oil again. -.- Hmm.. but y am i still here writing my blog ar? =x Haa.. After this, reli muz go n do my tut n study for my financial planning test le, dunwan last sem's mistake to repeat again. Haa..
Haa.. reli muz thank sam yet again for helping mi find this blogskin coz the blogskins dat i haf found n like all got problem wan. So sweet of her to help mi despite her busy commitments. Thanks mei mei! U r forever the best! =>
Aww.. jialat still nv do my tutorial n study for test yet, tink i haf to burn midnite oil again. -.- Hmm.. but y am i still here writing my blog ar? =x Haa.. After this, reli muz go n do my tut n study for my financial planning test le, dunwan last sem's mistake to repeat again. Haa..
ThE`OnE @ 2:15 AM
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Monday, March 15, 2004
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Darker Side of The One
NAME: Lim Chin Hock Lester
DO YOU THINK YOU'RE NORMAL:
Every1 is special in his/her own ways. Mi too. =)
DO PEOPLE FIND YOU STRANGE:
Nope. Why would they?
DO YOU SIN A LOT:
I dun.
DO YOU BACKSTAB:
Dun like ppl to backstab, i wun do the same.
ARE YOU A GOOD FRIEND:
Of course. Ask my close friends lor.
ARE YOU IN LOVE:
Nah. No fate leh, wonder when can find.
ARE YOU YOUNG:
19 yr old considered young ba.
EVER BEEN A LEADER OF SOMETHING:
Yup, always in some ways.
EVER KILLED A LIVING CREATURE:
Ya, ants, etc. N i dun like the feeling when i accidentally killed some living creatures, will feel bad.
LAST ODD THING DONE:
Nothing or it's either I don't even remember.
DO YOU WEAR MAKE-UP:
zzz.. Do i nid it?
DO YOU REBEL:
If it's against my principle and philosophy.
EVER STARTED A FIRE?:
If its when im cooking, YES.
DO YOU THINK YOU'RE EVIL:
Nope. Do i lok like 1?
DO YOU LIKE LYING:
No. The feeling of lying not reli gd.
DO YOU REGRET:
Sometimes. But its ok since we can learn frm our mistakes.
DO YOU HAVE A BESTFRIEND:
Yup.
DO PEOPLE HATE YOU:
Dun tink so ba. If haf pls tell mi. =p
DO YOU HATE PEOPLE:
Hating ppl will onli bring misery to my life, so i seldom will wan to hate ppl.
CAN YOU KILL SOMEBODY:
I can, but i dun wan. LOL.
DO YOU CUT YOURSELF?
When cutting veggie or during work lor.
EVER TASTED BLOOD:
Ya, its not nice to be dracula..
DO YOU CARE WHAT OTHERS MAY THINK OF YOU:
Yes. dun like to be misunderstood.
EVER DONE ANYTHING OCCULT:
NOPE.
ARE YOU GOTHIC:
NO.
DO YOU SMOKE:
Nope, i will not ever try it. Dun like to be passive smoker too.
CONSUME DRUGS:
Medicine, yes.
WHAT DO YOU WEAR:
Clothes, pants, jeans, shorts? If not naked? LOL.
YOUR SKIN COLOR:
hmm..light brown?
DO YOU LIKE THE SUN:
Hmm, sometimes when im feeling cold.
HAVE YOU LOST SOME ONE YOU LOVE:
Ya. Was veri sad, but the dead cant be revived.
HOW DOES GRIEF FEEL:
Not gd.
YOUR ROLE MODEL:
Ani1 hu is successful.
YOUR HEART DESIRES TO BE WITH WHOM:
Someone who understands me n willing to let mi understand.
YOUR LISTENING TO:
Qing Tian melody frm my blog.
DO u HATE YOURSELF:
Y shld i hate myself? Zzz
DID THIS QUIZ MAKE SENSE:
Ya. Let mi tink of things i nv tink of b4.
Darker Side of The One
NAME: Lim Chin Hock Lester
DO YOU THINK YOU'RE NORMAL:
Every1 is special in his/her own ways. Mi too. =)
DO PEOPLE FIND YOU STRANGE:
Nope. Why would they?
DO YOU SIN A LOT:
I dun.
DO YOU BACKSTAB:
Dun like ppl to backstab, i wun do the same.
ARE YOU A GOOD FRIEND:
Of course. Ask my close friends lor.
ARE YOU IN LOVE:
Nah. No fate leh, wonder when can find.
ARE YOU YOUNG:
19 yr old considered young ba.
EVER BEEN A LEADER OF SOMETHING:
Yup, always in some ways.
EVER KILLED A LIVING CREATURE:
Ya, ants, etc. N i dun like the feeling when i accidentally killed some living creatures, will feel bad.
LAST ODD THING DONE:
Nothing or it's either I don't even remember.
DO YOU WEAR MAKE-UP:
zzz.. Do i nid it?
DO YOU REBEL:
If it's against my principle and philosophy.
EVER STARTED A FIRE?:
If its when im cooking, YES.
DO YOU THINK YOU'RE EVIL:
Nope. Do i lok like 1?
DO YOU LIKE LYING:
No. The feeling of lying not reli gd.
DO YOU REGRET:
Sometimes. But its ok since we can learn frm our mistakes.
DO YOU HAVE A BESTFRIEND:
Yup.
DO PEOPLE HATE YOU:
Dun tink so ba. If haf pls tell mi. =p
DO YOU HATE PEOPLE:
Hating ppl will onli bring misery to my life, so i seldom will wan to hate ppl.
CAN YOU KILL SOMEBODY:
I can, but i dun wan. LOL.
DO YOU CUT YOURSELF?
When cutting veggie or during work lor.
EVER TASTED BLOOD:
Ya, its not nice to be dracula..
DO YOU CARE WHAT OTHERS MAY THINK OF YOU:
Yes. dun like to be misunderstood.
EVER DONE ANYTHING OCCULT:
NOPE.
ARE YOU GOTHIC:
NO.
DO YOU SMOKE:
Nope, i will not ever try it. Dun like to be passive smoker too.
CONSUME DRUGS:
Medicine, yes.
WHAT DO YOU WEAR:
Clothes, pants, jeans, shorts? If not naked? LOL.
YOUR SKIN COLOR:
hmm..light brown?
DO YOU LIKE THE SUN:
Hmm, sometimes when im feeling cold.
HAVE YOU LOST SOME ONE YOU LOVE:
Ya. Was veri sad, but the dead cant be revived.
HOW DOES GRIEF FEEL:
Not gd.
YOUR ROLE MODEL:
Ani1 hu is successful.
YOUR HEART DESIRES TO BE WITH WHOM:
Someone who understands me n willing to let mi understand.
YOUR LISTENING TO:
Qing Tian melody frm my blog.
DO u HATE YOURSELF:
Y shld i hate myself? Zzz
DID THIS QUIZ MAKE SENSE:
Ya. Let mi tink of things i nv tink of b4.
ThE`OnE @ 5:21 PM
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Haiz, sian.. Todae went to library to find book regarding criticism dat i can use for my CS on Fri. Found quite a number of them, but onli 1 can be used. Haf not been touching books and comics, todae went library felt abit weird. Anw i haf borrowed the book n hoped it could be of use to mi. Now at LOM lab gg thru my blog n checking premierleague results, will be gg hm in ard 15-20 min time. Nid to rush hm n prepare to watch 'feng shen ban' at 7pm. Haa.. Another thing is, my friendster friends list haf hit 104 liao, haa.. Nv tot dat i can get this no of friends in my list. =) Hope can increase even more, finding back old friends and making new friends. I may be changing my blogskin in a few daes time, so maybe can haf a more refreshed look when my frens cum to visit my blog the next time..
Haiz, sian.. Todae went to library to find book regarding criticism dat i can use for my CS on Fri. Found quite a number of them, but onli 1 can be used. Haf not been touching books and comics, todae went library felt abit weird. Anw i haf borrowed the book n hoped it could be of use to mi. Now at LOM lab gg thru my blog n checking premierleague results, will be gg hm in ard 15-20 min time. Nid to rush hm n prepare to watch 'feng shen ban' at 7pm. Haa.. Another thing is, my friendster friends list haf hit 104 liao, haa.. Nv tot dat i can get this no of friends in my list. =) Hope can increase even more, finding back old friends and making new friends. I may be changing my blogskin in a few daes time, so maybe can haf a more refreshed look when my frens cum to visit my blog the next time..
ThE`OnE @ 4:58 PM
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Saturday, March 13, 2004
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Haa.. My blog now got music liao and i haf juz added a tagboard ydae. Thanks to the help of sam n deni, i successfully added the tagboard. Bcoz todae haf the bball tournament, ydae cant slp till 4+. Todae's tournament is actually quite disappointing n we actually go can further by at least 1 more round, coz the score is veri close. Mt team won the 1st round by 9 points n lost the 2nd round by 4 points, n the most qiao wan is both our opponents r bballers frm china. Especially the 2nd team, they beat their 1st round opponent by 30 points, so we expect them to be veri pro. But after the match wif them, i felt dat they r not as pro as we tink they r. We shld haf won the match but luck is juz not on our side, thus losing by 4 points. Nvm, we can play other competition next time ba, hopefully la, haa..
After the mtaches, mi n ben went to tampines hdb there to play bball. After dat, we went to bedok interchange to eat wif peixi, connie, jen, n kiwi. After dat i went parkwayto buy present for my fren hu is having bdae tml n saw jasmin hu oso go there to shop den we chatted for a while. Haa. After buying the present, i oso went to Giant to buy daily neccessities n food for my family, before gg hm. Actually wanted to go down for more games of bball, but fell slp n when i woke up at 7, it was alreadi raining le. Haiz. Now i juz sit down here to do my blog den chat wif my frens in msn, n sending my files to zhiyang at the same time.. Haa. Gg to haf my dinner in 5 min time. Gtg, haa..
Haa.. My blog now got music liao and i haf juz added a tagboard ydae. Thanks to the help of sam n deni, i successfully added the tagboard. Bcoz todae haf the bball tournament, ydae cant slp till 4+. Todae's tournament is actually quite disappointing n we actually go can further by at least 1 more round, coz the score is veri close. Mt team won the 1st round by 9 points n lost the 2nd round by 4 points, n the most qiao wan is both our opponents r bballers frm china. Especially the 2nd team, they beat their 1st round opponent by 30 points, so we expect them to be veri pro. But after the match wif them, i felt dat they r not as pro as we tink they r. We shld haf won the match but luck is juz not on our side, thus losing by 4 points. Nvm, we can play other competition next time ba, hopefully la, haa..
After the mtaches, mi n ben went to tampines hdb there to play bball. After dat, we went to bedok interchange to eat wif peixi, connie, jen, n kiwi. After dat i went parkwayto buy present for my fren hu is having bdae tml n saw jasmin hu oso go there to shop den we chatted for a while. Haa. After buying the present, i oso went to Giant to buy daily neccessities n food for my family, before gg hm. Actually wanted to go down for more games of bball, but fell slp n when i woke up at 7, it was alreadi raining le. Haiz. Now i juz sit down here to do my blog den chat wif my frens in msn, n sending my files to zhiyang at the same time.. Haa. Gg to haf my dinner in 5 min time. Gtg, haa..
ThE`OnE @ 8:13 PM
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Thursday, March 11, 2004
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Wonder how u ppl tink of the layout of my blog..I do not have enuf time to go thru all the blogskins so now haf to use the westside story blogskin of 5566, i found the cartoon quite cute. Haa. Hmm..I will try to change the blogskin to a nicer 1 in the near future n add a song to the blog. Tink will haf to tk years, lolx.
Todae i looked totally like a walking corpse, always feel like slping, in tutorial and lectures oso the same. Reason? Dun haf enuf slp lor. Tink those hu sae i dun lok my age can understand now y i lok so old to u-- not enuf slp, body 'spoil' liao. Haa. Always wan to try to slp early, but always failed to in the end. Sometimes slp too early, wake up to watch tv, den cant slp back liao. -.-|| Now oso the same, lok at the time, haiz. =/ N now veri pressurising, coz we nid to finalise our log mod grping liao, but the 5 of us all veri hesitant to be in the same grp as the china ger, not dat we despite other ppl, its juz dat she is known to be a potential free rider n dun do work wan. I haf alreadi given her many chances last sem when doing MS assignment when desmond had given up on her, but she was still the same, slacking n dun contribute. When I ask her abt her opinion n how to improve, she juz sae 'its gd its gd, oh sorry i dunno how to explain wad i wan to sae. Haa Haa.. But we shld gif others a chance no matter wad, so i told my frens y not let mi n ben to do together. Ben more pro at doing excel, so even if she dun contribute again, the 2 of us can still manage.=p
Todae went for the bball tournament briefing, we were told that the system have changed from 5 on 5 full court to 4 on 4 half court. My reaction was: wad!!! Lidat we will haf 2 reserves liao, if we so suay 1st round knockout den we pay the fee for nth, dun even play enuf(8min per game..-.-) So after dat, to train our mo qi n make sure that we r well prepared for the game on sat, we played at tp bball court. When it rained, we went to the tamp hdb flat de indoor court to play against other teams. Can sae dat, if we practice abit more, we can coordinate even better n maybe make it thru 1st or even 2nd round or more. Haa.
Wonder how u ppl tink of the layout of my blog..I do not have enuf time to go thru all the blogskins so now haf to use the westside story blogskin of 5566, i found the cartoon quite cute. Haa. Hmm..I will try to change the blogskin to a nicer 1 in the near future n add a song to the blog. Tink will haf to tk years, lolx.
Todae i looked totally like a walking corpse, always feel like slping, in tutorial and lectures oso the same. Reason? Dun haf enuf slp lor. Tink those hu sae i dun lok my age can understand now y i lok so old to u-- not enuf slp, body 'spoil' liao. Haa. Always wan to try to slp early, but always failed to in the end. Sometimes slp too early, wake up to watch tv, den cant slp back liao. -.-|| Now oso the same, lok at the time, haiz. =/ N now veri pressurising, coz we nid to finalise our log mod grping liao, but the 5 of us all veri hesitant to be in the same grp as the china ger, not dat we despite other ppl, its juz dat she is known to be a potential free rider n dun do work wan. I haf alreadi given her many chances last sem when doing MS assignment when desmond had given up on her, but she was still the same, slacking n dun contribute. When I ask her abt her opinion n how to improve, she juz sae 'its gd its gd, oh sorry i dunno how to explain wad i wan to sae. Haa Haa.. But we shld gif others a chance no matter wad, so i told my frens y not let mi n ben to do together. Ben more pro at doing excel, so even if she dun contribute again, the 2 of us can still manage.=p
Todae went for the bball tournament briefing, we were told that the system have changed from 5 on 5 full court to 4 on 4 half court. My reaction was: wad!!! Lidat we will haf 2 reserves liao, if we so suay 1st round knockout den we pay the fee for nth, dun even play enuf(8min per game..-.-) So after dat, to train our mo qi n make sure that we r well prepared for the game on sat, we played at tp bball court. When it rained, we went to the tamp hdb flat de indoor court to play against other teams. Can sae dat, if we practice abit more, we can coordinate even better n maybe make it thru 1st or even 2nd round or more. Haa.
ThE`OnE @ 2:29 AM
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Tuesday, March 09, 2004
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Yeah! Finally managed to get myself a new blogskin for the blog liao. Hmm.. But still cant find a way to putbackgroud music yet, will haf to expore again when Im free. My pitiful comp kena virus so got alot of problems sia, haha. Wonder hu is the damn bo liao idiot hu send virus to my bro. N guess wad? He set to auto receive in Mirc. -.-|||
Now i haf to get all my impt files, songs, and videos over to my fren's comp b4 i start to reformat my comp. My fren sae there is no other way to save my comp alreadi. *sad* My IE cant use n I cant get to play GB oso, making my rank slipped all the way frm 30k+ till 50k+.. Haa.
Todae I had a project meeting for purchasing wif my grpmates, managed to cum up wif some crappy ideas, now still nid the help of Mr Selywn Lim n Mrs Gan b4 we proceed on. Oh ya i played a game of GB from ben's laptop. Haa.
Jialat sia, my log mod tutor sae we can onli haf 3 ppl in a proj grp so my grp of 5 guys haf to be separated. Datz not the most worrying part yet, coz we r all scared of getting a china ger hu always slack n dun do work. I had kena her once last sem when do MS proj liao. Den mi n Desmond do like siao while she juz gif comments and play msn, so i noe how it feels. Haa. Hopefully i wun get to be the same grp as her again, or hope dat she has changed for the better ba.. =)
Yeah! Finally managed to get myself a new blogskin for the blog liao. Hmm.. But still cant find a way to putbackgroud music yet, will haf to expore again when Im free. My pitiful comp kena virus so got alot of problems sia, haha. Wonder hu is the damn bo liao idiot hu send virus to my bro. N guess wad? He set to auto receive in Mirc. -.-|||
Now i haf to get all my impt files, songs, and videos over to my fren's comp b4 i start to reformat my comp. My fren sae there is no other way to save my comp alreadi. *sad* My IE cant use n I cant get to play GB oso, making my rank slipped all the way frm 30k+ till 50k+.. Haa.
Todae I had a project meeting for purchasing wif my grpmates, managed to cum up wif some crappy ideas, now still nid the help of Mr Selywn Lim n Mrs Gan b4 we proceed on. Oh ya i played a game of GB from ben's laptop. Haa.
Jialat sia, my log mod tutor sae we can onli haf 3 ppl in a proj grp so my grp of 5 guys haf to be separated. Datz not the most worrying part yet, coz we r all scared of getting a china ger hu always slack n dun do work. I had kena her once last sem when do MS proj liao. Den mi n Desmond do like siao while she juz gif comments and play msn, so i noe how it feels. Haa. Hopefully i wun get to be the same grp as her again, or hope dat she has changed for the better ba.. =)
ThE`OnE @ 6:08 PM
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Monday, March 08, 2004
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Arghhh.. After loading for so long, finally managed to log in. -.-||| Haha, almost forgot to post my blog for todae.. Todae is juz another boring dae, woke up late, watch tv for a few hrs until 8pm, den haf to go down n find my frens to play bball. Though haven finish my calculus tutorial but i still go, oh man, am i reli hopeless? haha. Anw i finally managed to finish and it took mi alot of hrs. Siao liao, i juz dun seem to be able to absorb well nowadaes, but almost all my frens dun believe mi juz bcoz i gotten full marks for calculus. LOL. Wad sia, i not god ok? Haha..
Anw, my shooting form todae is still as gd and i tink is even better than ydae, scoring points and providing assists to my team mates. PLEASE! Let mi maintain this type of stunning form for the cuming tournament on sat! ! thing dat reli pissed mi off is a guy hu i haf always been playing wif, haf becum damn arrogant juz bcoz he improved tremendously due to training everydae.. He shout out loudly and danced away after everytime he scored.(Well, datz reli crappy) N he even accused mi of pushing him when i i used my hand to block him when he knocked against mi while turning. Haha. Oh nvm, Im a peaceful guy, I used my shooting n teamwork wif my team mates to score against his team n won them. Peace!~ =p N btw my team had the best performance among the 3 teams formed, having the most number of wins, haha. Datz quite a gd start for mi since i haf not reli played for quite long le.
Still trying to figure out how to beautify my blog to let sam n my others frens to see. Hmm.. how long will i tk leh.. Hmm.. will be quite some time i tink. haa.
Arghhh.. After loading for so long, finally managed to log in. -.-||| Haha, almost forgot to post my blog for todae.. Todae is juz another boring dae, woke up late, watch tv for a few hrs until 8pm, den haf to go down n find my frens to play bball. Though haven finish my calculus tutorial but i still go, oh man, am i reli hopeless? haha. Anw i finally managed to finish and it took mi alot of hrs. Siao liao, i juz dun seem to be able to absorb well nowadaes, but almost all my frens dun believe mi juz bcoz i gotten full marks for calculus. LOL. Wad sia, i not god ok? Haha..
Anw, my shooting form todae is still as gd and i tink is even better than ydae, scoring points and providing assists to my team mates. PLEASE! Let mi maintain this type of stunning form for the cuming tournament on sat! ! thing dat reli pissed mi off is a guy hu i haf always been playing wif, haf becum damn arrogant juz bcoz he improved tremendously due to training everydae.. He shout out loudly and danced away after everytime he scored.(Well, datz reli crappy) N he even accused mi of pushing him when i i used my hand to block him when he knocked against mi while turning. Haha. Oh nvm, Im a peaceful guy, I used my shooting n teamwork wif my team mates to score against his team n won them. Peace!~ =p N btw my team had the best performance among the 3 teams formed, having the most number of wins, haha. Datz quite a gd start for mi since i haf not reli played for quite long le.
Still trying to figure out how to beautify my blog to let sam n my others frens to see. Hmm.. how long will i tk leh.. Hmm.. will be quite some time i tink. haa.
ThE`OnE @ 3:53 AM
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Sunday, March 07, 2004
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Yo yo. Aiyo long time nv cum back here to post le. Quite miz this place. Lol.. Been trying to figure out how to put music in this blog-- my fav song qing tian.. But hor I too stupid le leh, mr limjian teach mi i oso dun reli understand. N the actual problem is I cant read Chinese coz no chinese software.. So still nid to seek help frm limjian on mondae le. Haf to go to the chinese website on mondae again le.
Btw ydae accompany my frens to go to bugis and queensway to buy shoes, after dat we still went to parkway to play pool. Damn tiring sia.. Next week bball tournament le, nid to practice for it. Todae went to the bball court at my hse to practice, and found dat my form todae is quite gd, shooting is especially gd todae. Haa.. let's hope dat my form can maintain or bcum even better next sat ba. Haha todae wrote this for so long, hope i can continue wif this blog and add more better features to this blog in the near future. =)
Yo yo. Aiyo long time nv cum back here to post le. Quite miz this place. Lol.. Been trying to figure out how to put music in this blog-- my fav song qing tian.. But hor I too stupid le leh, mr limjian teach mi i oso dun reli understand. N the actual problem is I cant read Chinese coz no chinese software.. So still nid to seek help frm limjian on mondae le. Haf to go to the chinese website on mondae again le.
Btw ydae accompany my frens to go to bugis and queensway to buy shoes, after dat we still went to parkway to play pool. Damn tiring sia.. Next week bball tournament le, nid to practice for it. Todae went to the bball court at my hse to practice, and found dat my form todae is quite gd, shooting is especially gd todae. Haa.. let's hope dat my form can maintain or bcum even better next sat ba. Haha todae wrote this for so long, hope i can continue wif this blog and add more better features to this blog in the near future. =)
ThE`OnE @ 12:20 AM
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